I forgot to tell you this:

This is the every morning view from my bed. It actually reminds me how wonderful life is. And that every day, He gives us a new heart. He is with me so I shall not fear. He is with me every day so I shall go on and fight. He is with me every day so I shall not worry.

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“New day. New heart. I had to have something to lift you up. This. The IceCream. The KayaMoYan. And those things which I had from others which I had shared with you..”

SparksFly

imlostinreverie asked: Yep, travelling is the best thing. Let's go travel the world someday? :3

Oh sure! Ang dami ko pa talagang gustong maexperience sa buhay!! ^^

Picture taken last Sunday. (5.27.2012)

Every time I light a candle, I share my inner most to every person I pray for. It is the time when I become more generous.. more caring.. and more loving. Every time I light a candle, every broken piece of me feels like being lifted up to Him.  That the moment I left that place, there is this feeling that I am equipped with enough energy to keep fighting.

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“Lighting a candle for those wonderful people in my life. This. This is me.”

SparksFly

Picture taken just this afternoon. (6.1.2012)

If there is one interesting thing about being me, that is my life lessons are best realized every time I ride a jeepney or a bus. Maybe, solitude really brings me to my inner world. And that during those times, I had the courage to let tears roll down on my face in front of those people. Because it isn’t during those nights when I realized how awful my situation was but during those times when traveling provides an extraordinary way of letting my emotions show up.

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“I love city lights. And someday, I want to experience a night roadtrip.” 

SparksFly

This time, I don’t really know what will make me happy. I’m still confused but I have faith He will let me know things by the right moment. He never fails to give the best for me. One certain thing, I’m making things happen. Everything for her. Everything for them. 

#Love

It has been five years but the same thing is still with him. I don’t know if I will feel grateful that someone still cares for me like that. Or be sorry that all this time I have not been paying attention to someone like him.

We talked for hours last night. I never had the courage to talk to him like that. To say straight to the point that things did not really work for us. I don’t have a single idea that I have made him suffer that long. That someone in my universe has been so down because of my absence. That’s my worth. But I don’t think I deserve it.

He’s been a good friend. And in our absence, he has still been taking care of me. I never tell him my story, what I had. But he took the courage to know. And that the only thing that he told me is not to cry for that. For this, I’m thankful.

He wanted us to bring things back to the time when we were not in that level. Friends. Casual. But I’m afraid it won’t help him. He did not let himself get over me. He did bury what we had alive! And so there’s always the “surfacing thing”. Aaai! His fault! He should have let it die on its own. But my fault too, I thought what I did would help. But it did not. All I hope right now is for him to appreciate what he has already. That I don’t want him to be like me, someone who realized what s/he had the moment s/he had nothing to lose.

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“Time can heal all wounds. But wounds won’t be healed unless you decided to be cured.” — DDSCPA2012

SparksFly

Anonymous asked: i sent you a fan mail. pls read it.. I'm an avid fan..haha :3

I so love you my dear. I’m crying :(( but at the same time so grateful for sending me that one. Thank you!!!

..” Because LOVE is a theory until I felt its existence.”

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